Observing the Observer

With God’s grace, I don’t have to travel in the local train. So, whenever I do, I enjoy the loud noise, the crowd, the rude vendors, the fights along with the bad words, the sudden blackout that happens at andheri, fast train becoming slow and a list of other things.  I like to watch peoples reaction. The way they show their distress. The way they keep themselves amused. It is all fun for me.

Recently, I was looking at this small kid who was busy looking outside the window. The train has stopped somewhere for the past 5-6 minutes and everyone was getting restless. I wondered what was so interesting and I realized that she was counting the floors of this super tall building. She would forget where she was and start again. It was so cute to watch her like this. I think I was smiling, I don’t know the reaction of my face but it must be worth watching because I saw some lady pointing to her friend to look at this crazy lady(me) when the whole train is trying to figure out the reason for the train to stop. I realized that I don’t just watch other people, I also react and these reactions could be worth watching

I don’t know what I feel!

I don’t know what I feel!

I feel good when I watch TV, but when I come back to my problem, I don’t know what I feel.

They tell me to relax, They don’t tell me how.

They tell me to search my heart, They don’t tell me how.

They tell me to do something about this, But how? I don’t know what I feel.

I know I am scared, I know I don’t want to be.

I know I am lost,  I know I don’t want to be.

I know that my heart will guide me, But how, I don’t know how I feel.

There are options opening. Each day has a new development.

Am not sure if this is good, It adds to my stress.

I will have to make a decision soon…

Why don’t I know how I Feel???

Another bunch of Happiness

Another bunch of happiness for Rs. 5 only.

I normally don’t like the cold season very much but the lovely flowers and the green green veggies are a blissful delight

close up

Happiness for 5 Rs only

Flowers are so amazing,

I was coming back home and came across small kids selling these flowers. All these flowers together that you see here are for Rs.5 only. I feel sad and happy at the same time to realize that flowers are available so very cheap. Though I don’t really like to have cut flowers in the house but I couldn’t resist them and bought them home. Can’t still believe that so much happiness for Rs. 5 only. WOW!

Absolutely, anything can happen – Part 3

If you have have some long cherished principles or if u r super stubborn, this video is for you. This video will surely amaze you and make you smile. I don’t know if gimmicks can make something like this possible but I can assure you that there are no gimmicks used. This tap is gonna stay like this for a few more days till we get hold of a plumber who can help us fix this. You are free to come over and have a look at this tap. IT is absolutely amazing and makes u question a lot of things if u forget the mechanics part of it and think about it.

So this goes out to all you stubborn, non believers… Have a look, and start questioning and introspecting. - http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=10150343608626722

Keep Smilng

 

Anything can happen – Part 2

Another symbol of anything can happen. I have this grass growing in one of my pots. I don’t know where it came from. I let it be and after about 6 months it gave me this pretty flower.

Miracle maybe??

I am just happy to see it. Sign of hope for me.

 

 

 

 

Cobwebs.

Cobwebs are where spiders live.
Spiders eat other insects like mosquitoes
human beings don’t like mosquitoes.
so shouldn’t human beings like spiders and cobwebs?
Y do they then remove it?
Only because the house might look nice?

I asked my mom this today and she told me to not ask her questions to which she doesn’t have answers.
so I ask you?
Do u have an answer?

Eh behrya…

I was walking down the road around 9 am along with the rats running in their race, I passed a garage where I found the owner yelling “EH” to someone. I couldn’t understand who this person was because no one responded and he again yelled “Aay”. Again, no response.
The third time he went “Eh behrya” and I couldn’t help but laugh over it.

What was the point, I don’t know but In our own little world, we do such silly things without thinking. We just want to achieve things without realizing that we are saying or doing. Silly, isn’t it?

Anything can happen!!!

I was walking down the road sometime back, it was heavily pouring and I saw the grass come out of every possible place in between the stones.
Wonderful na?
All there was for the grass to come – very little soil and lots and lots of water… ? yet somehow when it rained, there was grass everywhere.

Anything can happen!!!

Facebook

I was in the train one early morning and someone asked too all of us standing – which way matunga would come. She asked it all who were standing.

A flash of facebook ran across me. What exactly happens on FB? Imagine you are sitting in a full room. Someone yells something. A few people respond and then someone else yells something.

I know the whole world is crazy about facebook and most of them are such addicts that they prefer checking their page to brushing their teeth…but I find the concept a little odd. I can’t spend more than 5 to 10 minutes on it. Yes this is a way to stay connected and my art gets sold because of this to an extent but the whole concept is a little odd na?